A song, a history for me.
I in love with this song, Jar Of Hearts. It's meaningful to me. Almost like my history with that guy. The one who made I'm still single till now after about 3 years. The fact was, I did trust him so much. I did trust him that he love me. He was begging me when I tried to break up with him. But at last, he the one who wanted to ruin our ship which had been built for 4 months. You were running 'round leaving scars. But me, learned to live half alive. But after a week you're not around. You appeared again and you wanted to get me back. Who do you think you are and I am not your toy. You make me feel awkward about those 4 capitals.
I searched the lyric, and I found this,
-What some people failed to mention is that She got her heart broken right, well she wants to help the other girls that got their heart broken by the same guy. She was cheated on and was sad, but she realized she had to get on with her life instead of holding on to someone who did not love her to begin with. I can sort of relate to this song in a way. I listen to it every day and i just think of my past and laugh. I had my first boyfriend when i was 14, and this guy was just using me to make another girl jealous. Then had the nerve, 2 months later, to ask me out. I said no and he said i am nothing without him and i laughed and i said to him "Wow, you are really insecure. You keep thinking that to make yourself better." And every now and then i get a message from him on facebook of him trying to manipulate me to be with him. I'm 17 and i don't need a man right now. I'm waiting for "the one"-