I closed my eyes, took a deep breath. Slowly pushed them out with all the anguish. Then was trying to smile. Though it's just a fake one. I could feel much better.
Our friedship, don't you ever feel like we're getting like so different than before. Not closer but apart from each other. The reason ? Seriously I don't know. You might think that I am busy. Yes I am but I still have time to share with you. You'd changed a lot. I need the reason from you. After 3 years we're knowing each other, I almost knows everything about you. We're like a true friend, don't you notice that ? I'm afraid, I don't want to lose you friend. God pelase help me, I still want him to be with me. He the one who always paint a smile on my face. I knew that you wanted more than a friend, but I could not accept that way. I'm so sorry. I wan't you as a friend, if you want more, you better find another one who much much better than me. And i believe in fairytales because of you. Smile.